My Eyes Opened To Reality

My eyes have been opened to the things that I did not know I was doing to you to them Because of my selfish ways I have realized that There is more to be grateful for and not Only but so much for being thankful for at the same time Leaving you to the duty that should Have been solely mine to do and let you relax now You have done your main duty in raising me And now you can have the enjoyment of babysitting them It is my turn to take on the responsibility that Was my choice to create in the first place Don’t worry I am not blaming you or anyone else My eyes were closed to the fact or should I say To the truth of life that everyone loses someone they Love then it becomes a little harder to go through life But everyone seems to be taking it well except when they Are alone with the rest of their family at first I believe family is what keeps a person motivated Underneath everything else in their way of thinking The unconditional love that is there from your mothers From your father from your own kids nothing Will get in the middle of it if you do not let it… …the one who wrote this is not who you think she is… …she has committed crimes and yes it is her own fault… …and now wants to take responsibility for her word and now actions… No matter what life throws at people their family Is all they have and even sometimes some don’t even Have a family to call on for help in their time of need The one of many things I am grateful for is That I have a family so loving and especially wonderful Mother who would do again what should have been mine I am truly sorry for all the hardship I have currently Caused you caused my kids I really do not know What I would have done it I did not have a mother Or even a family like you to be my support when in need I cannot promise I won’t get into trouble again but I know all I can do is go on with my life and with Our family’s lives when I am released from my Current isolation from you guys I promise I will try to do my best for now on but nothing is for certain Until the event actually happens… ……in this time…… ……in this world…… ……and most of all in this life....