My Emotion For Mr Arrogant

I may lie saying I am fine It's my betrayal towards my life I only love him so much Whom I can't forget even I close my eyes Sleeping is only one medicine That helps me to reach him in my dream I want to betrothal my whole love towards him I want to hold his hand tight So that we can end of endless fight I know I am not right in many case But try to believe me I don't want to hurt you I am too sick of my own terrible childish behaviour When I try to help others I create fuss in every where my dear I am sorry if I became violence some day But you are the one who influence it day by day Try to hear my problem because I want to share my each and every thing with you my innocent and cute Rishu dear The truth is hard to digest But it is true he is the first person in my life and my one whom I never leave in my entire stage I love you rishab even you are younger than me Let me grow with you in every pain and happiness