My Disease

Listening to Charlie Puth We don't talk anymore had me thinking of you how you loved me how you still love me but we don't talk anymore Your my heart and soul but when i let you go i didn't think you would take a part of me with you, and i know you love me but i wanted you to say it i wanted you to show it i admit i jumped the gun but you could have caught me but instead you let me fall Every time i see you, i get the same feeling as if it was the first time i didn't move on because i got over you, but because i wanted you to fight for me i wanted to motivate you i wanted you to save me Now i have sent myself to hell and i want you to be my hero im not even in love because when love becomes an obligation that has to be met because of guilt its no longer love inside im empty, will you come and take me back fight for my love and honour save me from the beast i feel like im slowly dying loosing your life support sometimes i wish i wasn't in love with you so i wouldn't feel like im driving the wrong car when im with him As if my heart is in the wrong body i miss the way you kissed me there was just something magical, without you i feel as though im dead inside and out