My Demons

I write my hidden message And hope they see in time My taughts have finally beat me I'm tired of saying I'm fine I know they'll say it's a cowards way But they couldn't be more wrong It's every taught i think of Its the words of every song You never see it coming Before you know it it's all you see The place would be much better So much better without me I wish I done things different And Been a better man Forever just a let down Of that I'm sure I am To see it through once and for all For once I will commit They'll be better off without me Although they won't admit I love my family dearly There are no words to say how much I hope they'll miss something about me My voice my smile my touch I tryd so much to reach out They didn't understand that's clear I was left alone with all my demons And consumed with all this fear The way out for me is clear now As hard as it may be I'll finally be without my taughts And i pray that I'll be free .