My Dedication To You

I watched you die today Not in person but in my heart I got the call And ever since i've sat here cyring I didn't get to say good-bye Or I love you But I know you knew At least I hope I was always scared to see you Not able to to anything you liked Or when they told me I couldn't I pushed you to the limit I got you to walk once or twice And then they sent you to rehab It was my fault you died I just simply pushed you too hard The day of the funeral I was so nervous I watched the movie of your life And the last picture is the one I have of you When I saw it I knew it really happened Then I put flowers in your hands Ones you would have loved And they carried you away in peace Everyday I've wished you were here It's been so beautiful these days I know you'd love them But you're somewhere better Where it's always sunny Never a cloud in sight Full of peace and serenity And love for everything