My Death Wish

My death wish Death may come faster Than I expected, Family, I know I am nothing but a burden, I can see it in your eyes. Please stay away from my funeral With your vial tongues Your insane minds and your want for attention. When my death comes Please look at my body, See what you have done, Years of depression  With illegal drugs in my lungs, Alcohol in my throat and scars all over my body. As your mind wonders Go find my father That I've been wanting to meet for fifteen long, painful years, Tell him I'm finally gone and that he can burn in Hell for leaving me stranded for so long. This may seem harsh, But who said life was always pleasant?