My Darkest Hours Nightmares

So many thoughts collide in my head When im laying, waging war in the deep consciousness lurking within my head  With words, i feel, i cant express the type of pain i feel inside,  that at times,  makes me feel like im poisoned with lead Old memories haunt me  as down memory lane...i tread Sleepless nights find me and wear me out after  Something, i feel, wants me to become nothing more but a common disaster Sweet dreams i keep chasing, so my soul can find laughter Like a hunger; it consumes me And in the dead of the night It comes ever faster Like a master crafter, It makes for me a trap To still me inside a suffocating wrap  Maybe one day il be free... from these thoughts that envade me as i try and find peace  ...And one day i can be where i want to be And maybe...inside loving arms...the war within me will...sease Like true beauty... It calms my mind and soothes my heart And keeps me from becoming something else That rageful and restless beast  May one day he be cut completely  From the part of me Thats haunted  until one day  I can be with the one i love... That does set in me... Her loving and truthful decree Amen and so let it be