My Dark Feelings

This feeling, I hate it. How it claws at me, Like caged beasts in my chest. Roaring to life at random, Spontanious moments. Feels like my heart is hardening, Turning to stone. I cannot control these emotional outbursts! These rabid truculent internal fits, How they seem to come fast, Then agonizing me as it fades. With these thoughts I am a hapless soul, How the words eat me alive, Slowly drain me of my stability. How they manifest in my brain is of human instinct, A bare, raw, animalistic instinct. I want, crave for my flesh and blood, But i cannot have what I want, For society wouldn't accept it.