My Complaints Against God

As far as I remember... Even in the depth of my slumber.... I have not done any blatant blunder... Then why I'm I made to suffer....I wonder...! I acted with an honest heart... Tearing all the vices apart... I tried that no one was ever hurt... Shunning all curses & words that are curt...! But what have I received in return.... Only pain & travails of a peculiar pattern.. Squeezed by friends....distorted by kin.... Behind the apparent indifference,I am shattered within....! O God....if you are truly there.... To survey that everything is fine & fair.... Let me ask although I'm a mere human being.... Just give me a reason for my suffering....!