My Broken Heart

I really struggled today, Sleep just would not come. I can almost count the hours, Since you've been gone. Today was your Birthday, I've fought back the tears. It"s really hard to beleive It's been a long three years. I wanted to buy you something, Nothing seemed good enough. Everyone says it get's easier, Still special days are rough. I can't say when I've been this sad, I thought my heart was on the mend. It broke the day left, And it will never be the same again.