My Boy!

These four walls are closing in as i sleep alone. Then you bounce upon me and wake me from my dreams. I stare at your face with love and pride, realisation of what i have, fills my heart with joy. My baby, my boy, my life, my son stares at me, seeking answers to his questions. What do I tell him? When he asks where Lilliana has gone? Tears come to my eyes, as hurt floods my heart. I rustle up an answer, a mask of what is true. But all I need to tell him is, I really do love you!