My Beautiful Disturbance

I feel it start Beneath my skin it begins The distressing flame ignites How long it lasts depends As my anger starts to bite I feel the rush again An ache just under my heart Creates a wound that’s open A sadness fills up the hole Only know that it won’t win Seems that chaos is its goal Leading me down in a spin All of this and all of you Take a risk and find it anew This thing so great, so destructive My one becoming two This beautiful disturbance is you.