My Battle

Hopeless it feels, even though I’ve been down before Could it be that my fate is to be cursed forevermore? Trying my hardest to stay above the water, feeling lighter Knowing that in the past the spots have been much tighter Fighting just to live and not knowing how to survive Wanting to know love and trying to just stay alive Hoping and wishing on a star that this will be the true one Praying for happiness and dreaming of having some fun My battle daily is written all over my transparent face Wondering If I am important or just taking up space I will fight today and once again tomorrow Once I win the battle I can then say goodbye to the sorrow