My Aniexty

Please take it away I don't wan't it My anxiety is getting worse. I'm losing control. I feel like dying suicidal . I'm freaking out. I can't calm down. Someone please help me. I hear noisy rackets. I hear and witness dead people. I see red blood on the floors. I think I'm going to die in 7 days or more. Am I'm dumb ? Am I'm stupid ? Why I can't be in love ? Am I'm ill ? Will I die anxiously in my resting sleep ? Will death take me out ? Pills don't help. I wan't to be normal. No retardation. Just Normal. My heart pounds and paces up faster and faster when I'm nervous. It's killing me. I'm suffocating. My mind is ill . My eyes are nearly blind when I'm squinting . My arms and hands are shaking. I can't be still. Help me ? Take away my anxiety It's hurting me Please ! What am I'm going through ? What am I'm going through ? Is it my worried some ? Is it giving an attention ? Will people help me ? or they won't ? My answer is Please take away my anxiety .