My Addiction

Every time I let go, It keeps pulling me back. Toxic, unhealthy... Coping skills I lack. I try to move on... The desire's too strong. I feel what is right But I need to be wrong. When I get a taste, Nothing else exists. Narrow tunnel vision, I simply live for this. Floating on clouds, This moment is bliss. Without it with me, I'm stuck in an abyss. Yearning for it Just one last time. I don't care how I fall; I'm seeking the climb. The power it has, The passion intense, I know I shouldn't-- It doesn't make sense. A temporary win Engulfed in pleasure. Defeat inevitable; Too hard to measure. It has my heart. My love runs deep. I'm aware of the price; It hasn't been cheap. Souls tightly bound; They cannot be undone. I doubt I can stop Until I know we are one.