Must I Forgive?

Why did you do it? I'll ask you again, You had so much to live for, And you were my friend. You said you were here, Whenever I needed you, But you're not, and won't be, Now who will I turn to? I think of the sparkle That lit up your eyes, Was greater than any I'd seen in the skies. I knew that one day You'd set a girl free, But we'll never know now If that girl should've been me. I might learn to love, But never forgive, Because you, my dear friend, You should have lived.