Moving On

I’m starting over again, Feeling alive instead of dead, I’ve made mistakes, who hasn’t, But giving you my heart was the biggest. Times were tough but We had it all, didn’t we honey, But the day you threw me away like I was garbage I closed the door to my heart. I’ll never be that girl again, So fragile, so weak, so afraid of Love, I’m facing my demons and I’m Wading through the past, trying to find myself. My heart was wearing Thin but now I’m stronger, You’re nothing but a stranger now, And I’m moving on from the days when you were mine. And maybe one day You’ll look back and realize I was the best thing in your dirty, Miserable life and the mistake was letting me go. But maybe not, it’s really No longer my concern, you’ve Turned your back a long time ago, Now it’s time for me to walk away, alone. I wanted you to stay, I was in love with you but Sometimes the thing you want Isn’t always the thing you need, I know now. Just tell me one thing, Tell me if I ever meant any Thing to you at all, even just once, Damn, there I go getting all weak again. You left a hole inside me But slowly he’s the one who’s Filling it with all the love and kindness One can possess in this condemned world. So now there’s you and Now there’s him and I, but No matter what you’ll always be The first Love who broke my heart in the worst way....