Mourning Devil

Try not to think Try not to wonder This terrible feeling That’s pushing me under Feeding my anger Eating my soul Distorting my thoughts Consuming me whole It’s headed for my heart Need a better way to hide Before it destroys what’s left Try to shove it aside Can’t stop the yearning I want your whispers in my ear To hold you in my arms But that ended when you left me here Stranded and abandoned Alone and empty handed Drowning in this feeling Far from emotional healing You’re pulling me down Tossing me around Playing my mind Against my heart this time