'mother'

As a child I was not capable of expectations Not capable of disappointments And not capable of being hurt If I did I'd be pained to realize What kind of mother I have Or should I even call her a mother? Mothers should encourage their children They should be loving They should set a good example They should be great people But look what I got? A selfish and cruel one A mean and a dramatic one A hypocrite and a bully one I'm dreaming, dreaming Of the day I get out of her zone To have a better and more quiet life To get out of this misery and depression But will that day ever come?