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My patience is getting shorter I can't hold this in any longer I can't find the answer So much built up pressure Why, do I keep this all inside? Why, can't I push this all aside? I feel like my time is ending My life is what I'm defending Why, can't it just be over? Am I going to have this pain forever? Is this what I get for being who I am? It feels like my life is soon to be damned If you gave me one grant in my life I would have to hide that long deadly knife Hurt, pain, always in my mind Life and love is hard for me to find It seems like I sit alone When everyone else is above sitting on their throne When will everyone accept me for who I am? When will they allow me to become my own man? When would I be able to stop running away? It's just hard cause it catches up with me every day Where will my life end up in a couple of years? Will I be able to withstand all my fears? Hopefully some day I'll find out And see what my life is really all about...