Moon Light

the emptiness of this place is absolute clear of all emotion there's potential for intimacy to develop here space for feeling and i feel lucid profound and everything is suddenly so clear the night is still vivid, beautiful, and dead leaning back against naked concrete looking up through the roof beams a reminder of what lies beneath this apathy graces the sky diffusing through a gray vapor of cloud a ghostly orb radiates liquid pearl and I know, that in this moment even though you're seemingly in finitely distant this pearl ghost is in both our fields of view in the biting cold, in this room devoid of presence, via my own I think of you gazing out your window crowded by objects and light but still managing to be so utterly alone there are so many thoughts that could kill me now but its this one that brings me home after everything we've done or failed to do and even though it means nothing anymore even though I'm learning to be dead to you you and I still share the same moon