Mommy Mommy

Mommy Mommy Oh Mommy I hear your heart beating so ever steadily, never skipping a beat. Oh Mommy I hear you laugh and feel your joy Oh Mommy I feel your sadness and feel you cry Oh Mommy I know when it is time for us to go to sleep Oh Mommy I know when it is time for us to wake Oh Mommy I hear your voice and it comforts me Oh Mommy I can’t wait to come out and see you and be with you Oh Mommy Mommy I know the days I will be here in the comfort of your womb, which was made for me by God, he knew where to place me in you where I would be safe until the day he tells me to come out to meet you Mommy Mommy. Oh Mommy did you know that I looked down from Heaven and picked you, my soul was waiting for you, even sometimes when things are not planned I still picked you Oh Mommy I really hope that I will make you happy and proud of me, I don’t need you to prove to me that you will make me happy or proud of you because I chose you Mommy Mommy, you could never do any wrong Mommy Mommy. Well as I wait endlessly for the day we can be together I just lavish in the protection of my Mommy Mommy who can’t wait to see me as much as I can’t wait to see her. I will grow up with my Mommy Mommy and someday she will need me and I will take care of her the way she took care of me so no one will ever hurt her when she’s old. Then one day we went outside and drove to a place and I could feel you panic and start to have a cold sweat, Oh Mommy Mommy are you alright Mommy Mommy what are they saying to you? You are breathing really heavy and are in a panic Mommy, what is happening Mommy are they hurting you Mommy Mommy I can not help you yet Mommy I am still inside you, but when I am born I will help you and protect you and make sure you are never alone OK Mommy Mommy, please don’t cry Mommy I will be here soon to protect you. Then I feel us go to sleep at an abnormal time in the day not our nap time, and I feel myself being pulled from you Mommy Mommy, this is not the time I should be coming out yet, this is not “God’s Time” help Mommy Mommy, are you OK Mommy are they hurting you too. I am being pulled very hard and now I am in a cold steel tray, I can see you Mommy but you can’t see me, my heart is beating on its own and I am breathing Mommy, I hope I will be alright Mommy so I can be with you. Now I have people standing over me are they going to help me, Mommy Mommy, are you still OK Mommy? They start to cut me up into pieces, it hurts very bad Mommy, I am drowning Mommy I am trying to hold on Mommy, but I can’t they are now slicing me up and talking about how much money I am worth, Mommy what is Money? I love you Mommy Mommy Mommy Mommy, now my brain is sucked out I am losing touch with you Mommy Good Bye my wonderful loving Mommy. I will wait for you in Heaven Mommy Mommy I am with God now Mommy I miss you Mommy Mommy.