Mom Doesn'T Listen To Me

as I explore the depths of my inner being there's a few things that I have not been hearing or seeing like my little girl's voice wispering thru the night come hold me close mama for I feel such fright or why can't you get out of bed your eyes look swollen and looks awful garsh darn red and like why cant you come to my school I 'm just trying to make you proud of what I can accomplish too also why do I have to go live with my dad when you had me weren't you feeling nothing but glad for eleven years I had to live with these inner fears of not being able to be a fulltime mother to my little girl who I love so dear and cannot everyday hear so to this day I will continue to fight and pray that the heavens beams of rays will let me enjoy my beautiful angel again one day and thats what I need to say I Have been stricken with an ungodly illness for 25 yrs that prevents me from being a fulltime mother to my Jenny Rose the sickness has to do with severe migrains to stomach there is no cure only injections to try to abort spells then I lay in a dorment state for up to 9 hours it ruined my life literly Also this is entry for Kristin Renyold's what you need to hear contest