"mistress"

Nurturing the parasite Seems like such a bad choice in hindsight But what could I do When I was so in love with you I wish I could take it back But like a train run off the track My life was derailed and empty When you stopped pretending It started as we would And changed to we could And it wasn’t too long Before you changed the song To a melody much more saddening I pretended it was alright You pretending you cared When the truth came about I was scared and scarred With memories joyful and sad Of what you took that we once had