Mistakes

Everyday, every time that goes by, I seem to make the wrong choices. Mistakes u might say. Will u ever learn..?? Instead of going right I take left, Instead of moving straight I take a U-turn, Instead of moving ahead, i keeping looking back for unnecessary things. Mistakes I might say, or may be one will say. I regret so many things, I have done. People I have been with. I am not blaming people without any reason. or just simply.. Promises I have broken. Trying no to show none of its. I turn away from everyone and everything. Is that another mistake..? How do I open up my heart? And let others in...? When that has only gotten me hurt!! May b I should try... And broken my heart before, should I change? Who I am??? Being me is how I express my individuality. And I realize that either my way Mistakes are a part of whom I am.