Mistake

If I were to sit here alone, without you it would feel so cold, if I were to call you in a second, would you hesitate to pick up? I could hear the yelling ringing in my ear, oh how much I wish you could be near, I would run to you in a flash, cry whenever I have the memories tangled up like a bad car crash, If I were to pour my heart out to you, would you listen? Should I sit here and tell you that I loved you for so long, tell you the truth or cover it up and lie, slowly and surely I will die, not letting you in was the biggest mistake of my life.