Missing Piece

It came suddenly to me. All a shock to me. Struck me inside with a fear, yet happiness. What to think more? Such a change in life. God, am I ready? Taking on such a colossal task. Joy fills my heart while others are scared. This love I feel like no other. God thank you for blessing me with this. Coming into this life always protecting and there. I will watch grow coming into thee. Always near observing it all. It takes me, waiting wanting to see. Into the future I look. Am I ready? I ask how, where, why? What will I do I ask. Will not run away. Just like it all came to me, it went all away. A lightning strike to the heart. Raped and taken away. God why? Who were you, what were you? Taken away, not given a chance. What filled me, can never explain. Why? Was it for the best? I can not comprehend. Sorrow rushed in like no other. Some of my soul is released. Can't even look back. Tears now fall like rain. Slowly down the cheek. As I think back. A void that can never be filled. A place for you inside can never be taken. I still will love. Waiting to meet in the place above. I know you will be waiting. I'm coming soon. In time. I know. There's a missing piece in me. The missing piece of my heart.