Missing Him

Even if I never let it show you mean the world to me, just so you know You've never let me down you've always been around You've been there through and through so for that I will always trust you I love you just so you know but its not something to you I wanna show When i see you there is hurt in my heart sometimes I feel as if i'll fall apart So I keep going and i stay strong because i know that loving you is wrong Me loving you seems strange but my feelings refuse to change When i look back at old memories i wonder if weren't meant to be Things will change and we will grow in time but you'll never stop being mine I'll love you forever through thick and thin maybe you'll realize you loved me back then I don't know maybe you still do so just know that i still love you too Its something you may never admit but holding it in will cause you to lose it One day you'll realize you ain't gotta be the soldier who has learned to never blow his composure You need to be the you i know you can be it's time you just open your eyes and see When i would wake and I'd cry you were there by my side You'd pick me up when I'd fall you've been there through it all you used to keep me standing tall I can't express in words how i feel all i can do is hope you know its real But i wont tell you, it'll stay bottled up forever in my heart it's just stuck