Miss You Already (Angel of Sadness)

Dear life I miss you already and I ain't gone I miss you And I'm standing on the otherside of a happy home This is how it feels to be left out and alone I miss life already and I ain't gone Labeled good for nothing A perfect example of a blessed something Concieved and left Maybe I'm the definition of a crackbaby crying for meth Stress was only a fraction of the pay Now I search for peace and a soft bed to lay A touch so gentle it's brutal No hotwater, so I sip cold noodles And I know we could never escape fate It's three a.m. and it's too late to escape RSVP written in blood Make it through this weather In a pieced together sweater See what your god does And I could never want to curse you Only the mother of an infant would know how to nurse you So complicated Can't really explain why I hesistated A short intermission Second chance to abort suspicion Verdict remaining a courts decision If you don't understand Just know I could never be a better man I did things better than the best I knew Too much of a loser to recite cheers with a crew My sentences now seem fatigued I am here for you believed more in your misery Yet even by my day dreams you seem less intrigued