Miss You

Miss you,like the desert misses the rain. Miss you so much no words could ever explain. A son’s deep love for his mother nothing can take this away. Oh how I would have given anything if you could have stayed. To hold you in my arms and tell you how much you are missed. To gently kiss your fore head, like I did when your last breath left your body.. As you slowly faded away..the heat left your body.. So many words I did’nt get to say,so many thoughts I had ,didn’t get to share. I always thought you be there and never leave..that I never run out of time..what I didn’t do today their was always tomorrow..i could wait to see you and tell you.. Momma can I call you back? Momma could I let you go for now.. Momma I’ll be there next week for this week iam to busy.. My time with you ran out..gone … I didn’t get the chance to tell you 1 last time I miss you… The years are slowly ticking by. and when I am sad and down .in a pit of despair..I know you are by my side.. just like you did when I was a boy and had bad dreams..my screams would wake you from your sleep. You hold my hand and chase all the bad dreams away.. You wouldn’t leave my side till I quieted down and return to sleep.. Momma are you lonely? Is it cold where you are? Does the darkness scare you.. As close as I sometimes feel you to be…Your still very far…but not far enough from me that I don’t miss you.. Miss you tomorrow ,miss you today..but nothing I ever do takes the hurt away… your memories are tattooed on my mind.. the deep ever lost of you and what you ment to me, I carry in my heart.. forever to the end of time.