Mine and Mine Forever

I LOVE AND ADORE YOU, NOT ONLY DO I ADORE YOU, BUT CHERISH YOU, THEN WHAT YOU DID TO US NOT ONLY US, BUT ME TO BE EXACT, YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART, AND BROKE IT TO MANY PIECES, WHY! I ASK IS THAT AM NOT MR. RIGHT, OR I DID SOMETHING WRONG TO NOT DESERVE YOUR LOVE, TELL ME NOW THAT YOU ARE FAR AWAY, ARE YOU BETTER OFF, OR JUST STRANDED CAUSE HE RAN AWAY, AFTER HURTING AND USING YOU, I STILL FEEL HURT BY THE THINGS HE DID TO YOU, BUT FEEL SORRY FOR MOSTLY, BECAUSE NOW YOU ARE LOSING THE FIGHT AGAINST THE WORLD, I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE MISSING IS IT ME OR HIM NOW, SO SORRY I AM MY FORMER LOVE AND THIS IS FOR YOU, FOREVER A MEMORY GOODBYE, XOXOXO ALLAN DEMBA