Messed Up

My feed is empty, there's no hope, he hasn't spoke I've screwed up. I messed up, once again... I can't seem to make it work, the mistakes I've made has begun again, can't I wait, or should I leave? Hours have passed but no response, its painful to wait for what wont happen. Black screens, no messages, but yet I seem to wait. Should I say those hurtful words, just once more. I love you more than I did yesterday. The words I heard took my heart away, from I hate you to I miss you, its hard to take. Still to this day I come to wonder of how you might come and stay.