Mesmerized

I am transfixed with him and the way he genuinely cares for my best friend I study the way his fingers curve as he gently strokes her back for comfort and I cannot help but feel his sincerity He's everything I've never had because he is nothing like the world he lives in I know few simple facts about this golden soul yet I feel so much love for him He does in fact notice me though only as another common passerby in a world of chaos Electricity surges through my heart when I think of him but I know these feelings are one sided He loves her, while she loves another and I am stuck I wonder if he will ever really see me My heart My soul For I cannot help but be mesmerized by everything that he is