Merry Christmas Daddy

Christmas time is here. How do I make it through without you here. This is the first Christmas I have had to spend without you. It's going to be so hard without you and not only do I have to spend Christmas without you, I do not get to spend it with my little one either. You and my little one are the only ones I had who would never turn your backs on me. But now I have to spend Christmas without you two, thanks to Mom, who turned her back on me. You are the only one I had to count on matter what. Daddy, how will I go on without you? I pray everyday that you could come back and see me for just one day (Christmas Day), so I could let you know what you meant and still mean to me. I know you will be by my side on Christmas, but I only wish I could see you so much. I still bought you some wolves for Christmas to set beside your ashes. So, please let me know in some way you're here beside me on Christmas. Don't forget we love and miss you so...