Memories

First thing on my mind Seems to be you Yet now it's negative Not as positive Even though we shared Many good times There were times Where the broken heart would be mine Memories of you I try to forget It seems to affect me everyday Yet those memories I also cherish I don't know what to do! All those memories That I have of you Are pleasant yet painful I love you? or do I hate you? I don't know anymore... I know I said I needed you I kept you in my mind To keep me going But now I'm just fine I don't need you anymore Because you loving someone else And playing me is wrong All those memories I smile, cry, get sad, even mad Now I'm questioning If my friends were right all along! All these thoughts I have of you Are loving yet hateful What should I do? Can you please tell me!? I don't know what to feel... anymore... All of those memories... I have are hurting me inside Why would you do something like this? Now I'm confused... I don't know what to do! All these memories I have of you Are pleasant yet painful I love you? or do I hate you? I don't know anymore All these thoughts I have of you Are loving yet hateful What should I do? Can you please tell me!? I don't know what to feel... anymore... I don't know if I love you... anymore...