Me like it or not

I know i am not perfect. Who is. I've had ups and downs I have tried to be a good person But have failed at times I've e loved and been loved I have given advice but not always taken my own I look up to certain people and been looked down on by others I have made mistakes but not always learned from them I can be stubborn or easy going I can be happy but lately been sad I have hated and I've been hated on I try to be nice but also can be mean I feel as if i am alone even in a crowd I have been asked how i am doing? I say "I am doing ok"But can't you see? I am barely hanging onI have felt hopeless when i should feel blessed I have made friends and have lost friends Some by my own doing Others because of theirs I have forgiven and have been betrayed again I have been forgiven even though i felt i didnt deserve it. I have been grateful At times i have been selfish But deep down i want to be fair Sometimes I feel I am judged unfairly For my opinions. Opinions are not wrong or right I will always listen to an opinion All I ask is to listen to mine. Of course I am not always right I am pretty sure I can admit when I am wrong But will keep to my convictions if I feel I am right Ups and downs Good or bad Right or wrong I am ME