Maul
I used to hate chopping wood for the fireplace when I was ten, twelve, fifteen.
I even used to get angry about having to do it every summer.
"Why can't we have electric heaters? I want to go swimming!"
Well,
my mom still doesn't have electric heat in her house, even now.
Yep.
2009.
But for some crazy reason, when I visit her in the summer,
when I swing a heavy maul to split the placeholder before me
my shoulders are relaxed
and there is a smile on my face.
And every now and then,
when I bend over to pick up another piece of wood,
a little fleck of sweat drips off my forehead.
My smile vanishes,
and I briefly remember the boy that was.
Humiliated in that odd way that one can be humiliated when there is no one around to laugh,
I go back to my task.
I put the log up on the block,
aim,
and then swing the maul
crushing the dreams that didn't pan out into sawdust beneath my strongest blow.
Copyright © Geoffery Mchugh | Year Posted 2009
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