Mask of Fear

From behind my disguise I am peeking Just to see who will care I stay tucked away so tightly For the real me inside is scared It wasn't always like this I used to be so carefree I went wherever the wind would take me Bouncing here and bouncing there Somewhere in life though A change inside me took place I hated what the world bestowed Upon my loving soul It seemed the closer I got to people The further they would drift away Whether from the grip of death Or their friendships they were fake My heart could no longer bear the pain My soul fell into a deep despair So I made a mask to present to the world I only take it off when I'm alone Maybe one day I'll feel safe enough My courage it will return It really is so lonely in here Behind this mask of fear