Mask

I got too much emotion, too much pain. I try to stay strong to keep myself sane. I put on a mask with a fake smile and lie, I'm wearing a "stay strong" disguise. Pent up aggression, pent up sorrow, How do i make it and see tomorrow? I have so many secrets and burdens, they're under the surface and hidden. I dont know what to do anymore, I dont know what to believe. i cant live this battle this war, this self hatred.... these lies I've made for me. Pent up aggression, pent up sorrow, How do i make it and see tomorrow? I have so many secrets and burdens, they're under the surface and hidden. My whole world just spins round and round. I put it behind me, but it comes back and bites me. I'm fallin down,yet my past just haunts me. Memories are burned in my head, I dont want to remember this,... again. I got too much emotion, too much pain. I try to stay strong to keep myself sane. I put on a mask with a fake smile and lie, I'm wearing a "stay strong" disguise. I dont know what to do anymore, I dont know what to believe. i cant live this battle this war, this self hatred.... these lies I've made for me.