Manic Episode

delusions, illusions, these random contusions, idolic notions of noiseless commotions, keeps me in motion, whirling with the gravity I'm on my knees, praying what you're saying I still believe and if its true what i really need, is to be sent away from family and friends, I will contend but that doesn't mean it's not right for me, can't you see I'm not in control of this body anymore restless and sore, an endless downpour of emotions, evoke erosions my sanity, slowly bleeds leaving me a shell of me all the while I beg and plead leave me be, leave me be I'm fine I'm fine, you're acting crazy, not me, can't you see, I see it all so plainly, time for me to be set free from this false reality with this slice I'll set it right, clean and quick, pick it up, hazy drift, I'm giving up,