Mama

mama how do i tell you its bad again how the voices are telling me its okay to hurt they want me to fall to fall from the top of buildings and not get up but don't worry mama i plan to shut them up mama how do i explain how the pain has returned all you wanted was me to be better i tried and tried and tried and tried but in the end, the crazy won they drive me crazy to no end i want to make it stop but don't worry mama i have a plan mama i cant tell you how it feels to be sunken to the depths of earth angels are soaring above me but their happy gazes hurt i need this incessant chatter to go to hurt me, to hate me it all feels so real but don't worry mama it wont soon mama i can see the look in your eyes it hurts me too that this is goodbye cant you see this is the only way for the voices to vanish but my body stay goodbye and farewell ill miss you so much but don't cry mama ill be better now