Makin Some Changes

I often sit and wonder the same thoughts.. Knowing that this was not the way I was taught.. Neglectin' those that matter the most.. But I play a constant host.. To these mistakes .. That I constantly make.. I shoulda been takin' care of home... Instead of leavin' you alone.. Its really been weighin' on me .. Judgements preconceived . . Then I realized my name is always comin outta your mouth.. Im just gonna let it all out... Im sick and tired of all of these lies.. You and I have no real ties... So if youre feelin' stressed in your chest.. Just give it a rest .. Im not tryin' to hear it .. Ish was crazy this I freely admit . . Who woulda thought. . That Id be the one havin' a change of heart . . There was a time that I blamed myself for every wrong.. Now everythin' is clear since youve been gone . . You couldnt run your game on me . . Cuz I was to wise to see . . Just what you were tryin' to do to me..