Lyrics of the Soul

GOD I NEED YOU SO MUCH I JUST WANT TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH. I NEED YOU LIKE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE THE WATER THAT I DRINK AND THE FOOD THAT I EAT. MY NIGHTS ARE FILLED WITH DOUBT AND DESPAIR WHICH TURNS INTO ANGER AND FRUSTRATION. SADNESS HAS OVERCOME ME TO THE POINT THAT THERE ARE NO MORE TEARS TO FALL. I HAVE LOST MY WAY AND I AM AFRAID I ASK MYSELF WHAT HAS MY LIFE BECOME? HAVE I BEEN SO CONSUMED BY OTHER THINGS AND OTHER PEOPLE THAT I HAVE NOT TRUSTED YOU? MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS NOT CHANGED BUT I HAVE NOT BEEN FAITHFUL LIKE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN. I KNOW THAT TIME DOES NOT WAIT ON ANYONE BUT I KNOW THAT ANOTHER DAY MEANS ANOTHER CHANCE. I KNOW THAT I AM NOT WORTHY OF YOUR LOVE AND I AM NOT WORTHY TO BE IN YOUR PRESENCE. YOU ROSE ON THE 3RD DAY FOR ME AND MANY OTHERS YOU SHED YOUR BLOOD. STUBBORNESS IS MY WEAKNESS AND BEING INDEPENDENT IS SOMETHING I FELT I HAD TO DO. WHAT CAN I DO BETTER PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY FOR I AM LOST AND AFRAID. I AM POURING OUT MY ALL TO YOU I HAVE NOT DONE WHAT YOU HAVE CALLED ME TO DO. I MUST CLEAN UP WHAT I HAVE STARTED AND MAKE WAY FOR WHAT YOU HAVE IN STORE FOR ME. I NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER SO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE MY SIDE.