Love's Requisition

I come to your bedside once more, you've poured our photos and poetry on the floor an act of apostasy, a grim admission, the room in dim depression, laying on your side , cheeks heated and soaked in sorrow, your joy in remission, Refusing to look at me, as if seeing this face would invite a fatal grief, hating me yet loving me because I am the wound waking belief, a living scar fueling faith in the survival of our love, needing me to be your spiritual shove, I lay along you, gripping your tender arm, still, you do not disarm, the tip of my nose surfs the skin of your shoulder, I smell the tears of my harm, trying to explain that love is never wrong, that in your heart is where I belong you roll into my chest, a gorgeous heat of anger escapes your glare,the sting strong, in a fevered whimper, throat bubbled, you ask, how can I dare love you in absentia, how can you love a kiss that cuts, a breath that bruises, nails of nostalgia, oh how love makes us suffer for the truth of our hearts, I say, there is no absence within the Absolute, a fusion of soul parts, The onomatopoeia of my heart is ready to be splayed into you, I kiss bite the supple muscle of your neck, you release a searing sigh the air spiced with the oil of a woman's want, I need the salvation of your hot opening, I yearn to super charge your core, my balls, plump and heavy fall over your thigh, breast spread softly, your hands enveloping my back, heels hooking around calves the root of my Being swells to true and thick form red oak stretching into your moistened magenta earth, tenderloins contracting, pushing, smacking, a metamorphosis matures to cure our crisis, I can see in your eyes a soul that flies on a light beam without ending, one touch more and death will be a thing of lies, rebuild love with me and find warmth never wanning, we become Angels with no age lovers without rage or confusion, a new universe of raw pleasure and instincts sage, dreams witnessed in the sweat and steam of sacred revolution - J.A.B.