Lover Friend Lost

I just want you to know,that not a single day goes.Wishing you were close while I got my eyes closed.And its feeling like a dream to me,thinking someday you can be with me but under the circumstances I understand that we can never be..promised id be there for you and you promised you'd be there for me.Told you that I cared for you and you told me that you cared for me.Alcohol and methadone,no livin life carefully.thanks for all the memories and good times that you shared with me..Thats all I needed,yeah just to keep me going.told me you loved me but that that was the drugs showing,and now I gotta deal with the thought of us never knowing.weather we should be together or just keep the games going...