Loved Him Once

i would die a hundred deaths just to see your face again but i'm not sure you would do the same. but if our roles were reversed and i was breaking your heart, would it even matter anyway? my baby went and left me he's heading somewhere west. he left no note, no words were spoke. i had no time to regret. i loved him once and i'd love him again if he'd ever show his face again. i don't think i would have to pretend with you. i loved you like no other. meant the world to me, for so many life times, loved you more than i could say. i'm not so good at speaking my mind, i usually just weep and hide but you were someone different from the rest, i thought you were. thought you were better thought you were the one. but everyone makes mistakes. i know i've had my share. but why can't you just admit that you're wrong one time for me, my dear? i don't mean to sound rude i loved you more than anyone else. so much more than those boys before. i love you, i loved you. maybe still, i'm not so sure. all i know, there's nothing left to give you.