Love Or Hate

stand right here in front of me and tell me that you love me then follow with you respect me then follow with you TRUST ME cause right now it's gone from bad to worse your shovin me in this hurse like a game? I'm just hurt. it's like your overprotective but at the same time it's worthless you can't run my life, but you can sure as hell try and come close to it. hate to break it to ya but im a grown girl, a grown adult you have to stop this twirl that is circling like a merry-go-round! i can't be sound, can't be tame it's no longer a game! you once said you wanted to have a close relationship, well guess what, you're pushing me out, without even thinking, in the heat of a moment and I'll be gone before you know it gone before you realize; that once when we could talk, once when it wasn't opinionated, once when you were sincere instead of tuning my heart out is about to be forgotten, down a sewage drain, out the back-door. Your controlling ways have done nothing but tore the lining to my emotions, its ripped, ripped away and the only way to protect beneath that lining is to get the hell out. save my soul before you try to take over it all ruining the experiences I WANT to have, you don't get it you don't want to and after all of this even if i surrender over my happiness it wont be enough, there will be more- and with more there will be higher expectations and lower for others it's like I have to impress the queen when all i want back is you.