Love Me Or Leave Me

My heart stops You’re mad at me again Please don’t hit me You’re my friend No one else Please be happy I got you a job All because I’m afraid Afraid of what you can do Not again Don’t do it again I did what you wanted I did for you So you’ll be happy Because when you are happy I am safe From you at least I’m not safe I’m all alone I can’t trust Because it always fails I trusted them My trust is betraying me My heart fails I trust her But she doesn’t trust me I want she But she doesn’t want me SHe wants you I don’t see why I’m afraid of you I’m afraid of what you can do I deserve it I’m told I don’t But I believe I do Because that is what I’m told I’m worthless I’m a whore Whore That is what I am No matter what I do No matter what I try to do That is what I am Why you always so thirsty I’m not I’m just lonely That is what I choose I choose it to hide I’m hiding My insecurities My faults My pain My feelings I hide I hide behind it That’s all I can do All I can do is hide All I do is hide