Love Is Confusing

Love is nice yet it is so confusing. All the guys I have been with at the beginning of this year have treated me like crap until Angel. I saw all the signs yet I ignored them hoping they weren’t really there. No with angel he gives me the feeling that none of the others could. I feel loved, the way he looks at me it makes my heart beat fast. When I listen to the cd that he made for me it makes my heart sing. I tell the teachers how I feel; I tell I think he’s the one. They just look at me then start laughing at me. They say that all guys are after the same thing, they want to lay you then leave you. It make me think what if it’s true. My heart couldn’t take the pain if it is true. I trust that he wouldn’t hurt me, but there is a small doubt in the back of my mind.