Love, Friendship Or Both

If we are just friends, why go the extra mile to put a smile on my face? If we are just friends, why put more effort into spending time with me? If we are just friends, why put yourself in my shoes? If we are just friends, why involve yourself in my business? If we are just friends, why get yourself worked up when other men are around me? If we are just friends, then why do you look at me in that special way? If we are just friends, then why take me out on all those dates? If we are just friends, then stay far from my bed. If we are just friends, then why the jealousy that surfaces often? If we are just friends, then why gaze at me with such loving eyes? Or am I just lost in a swirl of confusion? If we are just friends, remove yourself from my thoughts, If we are just friends, cease visiting me in dreams, If we are just friends, halt the texts after 10, If we are just friends, please stop making me feel like I'm losing my mind, Right now, I'm on the edge of losing myself, uncertain of where I stand in your life, If we are just friends, clarify it, rather than making me fall and then disappearing abruptly.